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Saturday

Maintain the Brightside...

There seems like a lifetime of summer in your heart. Lift up your bright side to love what you have accomplished and praise all you have done. The work will pay off soon and the rewards willl be great. Tomorrow will always bring undcertaintly but when you maintain your path, the light will guide the way. Always be open to forgive those who harm you throught out the day otherwise the hurts will once again darken your soul to eventually leave you nonexistant once again.

Sunday

Do You Have Faith?

Nov. 19, 2009

Your boat was rocked against the rocks, you will persevere and you will be strong. Your son will again be in your arms, he will love you and you will make him feel safe again. The love you have found in you will carry you through these tough times ahead. They will all help you to do what is best for your son.  He needs to be with you and you will find a way to make this happen, be strong and do not cry. You will remember this pain as you trudge ahead and do the right thing. 

Jackson Browne--Doctor My Eyes


New Beginnings...

When a person has learnt from the past and has a desire to create new beginnings they must first let the past rest the their bones.  One cannot get rid of the past nor should they. When it lies in the the bones, it is dormant, old habits bring about the feelings from the bones only reminding the soul to take heed and not repeat the darkness from the past.  Patterns can be changed but only with the willingness to let go of the ego, your will caused the darkness in your past, not God.

Letters to the Soul...

Let yourself laugh today. Let go and let the child in you enjoy the love in your heart. The letters are from your soul, not letters from your mind. They will lead you to a greater life.  Share this great lesson of the self, it will help others to heal.  Write a loving letter to the beautiful person, YOU.  Write a letter to your soul from your soul. These letters will comfort the heart and soul, they will open the mind to release the negative ties that bind the ego to darkness.

Going the Distance...

September 9, 2010

It seems so unsettled. Such chaos looming in your heart, see the light in your heart. The light in your eyes has disappeared. The shine can appear again only when you learn to accept the past. You have changed and live with regrets. Tomorrow you will wake to start a new process of your life.
The time will stand still only for a moment, you will see and you will accept the truth for the first time . You will truly accept what you have always known.

Life hasn't cheated you, you chose the paths that led you to where you stand today. The choice is yours today as well. You have the choice to carry on and deny yourself the life you can have, or you can choose to do all that is needed for your light to shine again.

Maybe you've been looking too hard for answers when they've always been right in front of you.

Choices...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Life has many gifts ahead for those who are willing to accept them.
If you cling to regrets of the past, they will only keep your eyes closed to the gifts in front of you.

True intuition is knowing what lies ahead of you. It is knowing that expected outcomes never materialize.
Even Simon cannot predict the outcome. He cannot, because he doesn't know the choices you will make.

You have choices! You can choose to live with the past hurts determining your future in a negative way. You can withhold the love you have to give or you can choose to embrace your past experiences. Love them because they are tools for your future gifts.
Those tools can help you learn to open the door to your heart and see the loving light inside.

Once you see the light, you can be free to share the love and the brightness that shines from within....

Seasons Change...

Sept. 11, 2010

See the leaves change, they change for you.

Once the shock of past truths surface, they are to be released to the universe.
Only then can you be free to experience more of the gifts the universe saves for you.

The colors of the future are many, but cannot be seen until the green of summer is released.
Accept each season as it comes. How foolish it would be to wear the wardrobe of the past.

Release and welcome the new.

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Saturday

Going the Distance...

September 9, 2010


It seems so unsettled.  Such chaos looming in your heart, see the light in your heart.  The light in your eyes has disappeared. The shine can appear again only when you learn to accept the past. You have changed and live with regrets.  Tomorrow you will wake to start a new process of your life. The time will stand still only for a moment, you will see and you will accept the truth for the first time . You will truly accept what you have always known.  Life hasn't cheated you, you chose the paths that led you to where you stand today. The choice is yours today as well.  You have the choice to carry on and deny yourself the life you can have, or you can choose to do all that is needed for your light to shine again.

Maybe you've been looking too hard for answers when they've always been right in front of you.

Thursday

Release...

There seems to be an endless supply of joy and sunshine today. Life never ends with the end of a relationship. In fact the relationship does not end, it only changes.
Change can become overwhelming if looked at through fearful eyes. If only one can change the perception and see the changed relationship as the beginning instead of the end.  The beginning of something entirely new and exciting.

What new adventure lies before you today?

Somehow, our fear creeps back, leading us to hang tight to the old relationship.  The universe works for us and in our favour, when we grasp the FUTURE tightly and embrace the unknown journey before us.  Do not despair!  CHEER!  Raise your glass and open your heart to the new love waiting in the future.  It waits until you are ready to find it. It has always been there, you just never led YOU to it. …..Until Now….

All in Time...

Wednesday, Jan. 20, 2010

Life will again normalize. You will fall into a specific form, a place where light and dark meet on equal terms.
Your life will take a turn soon, you will again see sunshine and have meaning to this life.
Space will no longer be lonely, it will be occupied with an abundance of life.
The laughter of children, the giggles you miss, the horse play you long for, will again give you the peace of knowing....
~You are doing the right thing by your children~

As long as you do things for the right reason the truth will set you free.

New Dreams...

Saturday, February 27, 2010

and she danced all night long....

Now is there some place that comes to mind, the water?
The water is where you will find peace in the spring, hear the sounds of the earth.
The land, the water, the sun and the breeze, you will feel peace and joy in such abundance.

Face the fire and feel it's warmth on your face, it tells of truth from long ago.
Dreams should be left in the fire, those dreams of long ago, do not hold them tight.
Let them go into the fire, release their energy so that NEW dreams may be built.

Lost Dreams, release them into the fire, release their energy so that new dreams my be built.

Bad Dreams...

Monday, March 1, 2010

Those bad dreams you have are only your soul releasing negative energy.
Do not dwell on the meaning, they are only breaking ties that bind.

Feel the freedom and release the energy to the universe.

Enjoy your day, you now have room for the positive to "FILL YOUR CUP".

Let Go...

The ego is so big that it can ignite a fire.
There seems to be safety is the dark tight reins of the ego.
No one will hurt me!

Only after release from those reins does one see that it was the ego causing the pain and darkness. Once you find the light, the love will come.

The ego can be tamed, but only when you have the strength to let go of the ties that bind.

Let the Sun shine from the inside out:)

A Closed Door...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010



There comes a time when some doors must be closed, let them be so.
Not always do we need to lock them behind us.
Some need to be, some can be left open a crack and others closed but with a lamp on inside.

Just knowing that it is closing can be painful, excruciating even.

We do better when we look at the closed door and appreciate all it offered when opened.

Enjoy the memories that were behind that door.
Don't dwell on the pain and hurt that went along with the process of closing it.

At first it hurts and represents pain of closure, but if you remember the good stuff that door once held, it can help release the pain.

With any loss a door is closing. At first there may be pain in those good memories, but the positive energy of the good will out weigh the negative energy of the pain. <3

My Uncle Taught Me to Smell the Roses...

 
Life is so precious. We can continue to live the lives we have lived until now or we have the choice to live a conscious life.

Conscious to our actions. Taking responsibility for our own action and our part of situations around us.

Living as we were meant to; loving, caring souls who give that love to others.

We cross paths with others every day and what YOU do on YOUR path is completely YOUR choice.

To love others, to forgive the wrongs done to you, to forgive yourself for your part.

One day we will smile again and feel true joy. We will give ourselves permission to smile and laugh and enjoy the flowers and sunshine once again. We will all do this at different times.

The roses will again spread their aroma through the air and bring a smile to our lips, it can warm our hearts once again.

Let this happen and know that we have all been graced by having our "lost loved one" as part of the RAYS of SUNSHINE that helped the flowers grow.

They truly want us all to move forward and pass along all they gave to each and every one of us.

Stop and smell the flowers, take time to listen to the music or just watch a bird fly by. Enjoy this time we have on earth because it really is only a glimpse of what the universe has to offer us.

What you do today and from this day forward has an impact on others. Do you want to cling to your resentments that cloud the love you truly have in your heart?

We all have a choice today and everyday. Do you choose to be grateful for knowing and loving such a wonderful person?

Do you choose to share the joy and love they showed you walking down the path of roses and lilies?

What do you choose?

Tuesday

Choices...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010


Life has many gifts ahead for those who are willing to accept them.
If you cling to regrets of the past, they will only keep your eyes closed to the gifts in front of you.

True intuition is knowing what lies ahead of you. It is knowing that expected outcomes never materialize.
Even Simon cannot predict the outcome. He cannot, because he doesn't know the choices you will make.
You have choices! You can choose to live with the past hurts determining your future in a negative way. You can with hold the love you have to give or you can choose to embrace your past experiences. Love them because they are tools for your future gifts.

Those tools can help you learn to open the door to your heart and see the loving light inside.
Once you see the light, you can be free to share the love and the brightness that shines from within....

This is Just Me...

Friday, April 2, 2010


Does anyone truly know who they are? You are only who you perceive yourself to be. If your perception of yourself is that of a victim who has had your choices taken away, then that's who you are.

Actually that's only your perception of who you are. If you see that people, places and things in life happened to you and you survived them with a greater understanding of yourself and the strength and integrity you possess, then that's who you are.

I was a victim long ago, then I began my journey towards seeing my reality with different eyes. I am no longer a victim. I am a survivor of the people, places and things that happened in my life and I am also a survivor of the choices I made in my life.

Today I stand true to who I am and who I aspire to be. I am strong and stand beside the decisions I make in my life. I hold myself accountable for my thoughts and my actions, although I don't always make the wisest choices or do the best actions. I have made conscious decisions for myself. I stand true to myself and aspire to become the best person I can be. I have grown into the person I was born to be.

Loving, honorable, trusting and worthy of trust. I alone can protect myself and ensure my safety. I alone can create my own happiness and I enjoy my own company. I can make myself cry or laugh. The decisions are for me to make. No longer am I tied to the shirt tails of another.

My life is beautiful and I accept my past with the protective arms of a mother caring for a child . The child I once was. I look forward to my future knowing the paths I choose will lead me to my greatest self. I choose not to be defeated and I choose to love the amazing, colorful life that has so graciously been given to me.

All is good in my world <3

White Buttons and Lilies

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Buttons shine amongst the lilies.
Bright, White Buttons glisten and shine brightly. They stand alone.

Lilies come and go with each season.
They are so very beautiful at the start of the season, so many to choose from.
Each and every lily soon begins to wilt no matter how much love, care, food or water.
It dies at the end of the season.

A BRIGHT WHITE BUTTON with four holes (air, fire, water and earth)will live forever.
It may become dull, broken or chipped but that button withstands many seasons or even a lifetime.

With renewed faith and desire for a greater life, the button can be polished, showing more character, luster and value than it held when new.

The button never forgets it's a button it just needs to be cherished and reminded of what it originally was....

PURE, SHINY and WHITE like the HEART of the SUN.

Time...

May 17, 2010

It won’t be like this for long!

I wrote this with you on my mind, I don't wanna own you or stone you;)

Those are the words to share. Time has a way of healing the hurts bestowed upon us. Whenever we feel great pain we are being prepared for great joy. Don’t ignore the pain, feel it for what it is. In time, and only time can do this, we will feel joy once again. We will eventually come to a cross road of choice, to continue to feel the pain because we have learned to take comfort in it or we can make a decision to step forward and find hope that joy can return to our lives.

Time

These are the times of gratitude. Live each day as though it is the best day of your childhood. Free from harm, hurt and pain. Laughter, riding your bike down a dirt road with the wind in your hair. Nothing on your mind except getting to the corner store with the quarter your grandpa gave you. Remember the days when our elders would just give a quarter because they loved you? Do you remember the sound the little bells made as you opened door; the store is dimly lit and cool. Do you remember how it smelled in that old store?
A cream soda from the pop cooler, remember how cold that pop was and the sound it made when you opened it with the bottle opener on the wall? The pop was so cold in your hand. There’s enough money left over for a bag of MoJo’s.

I’m gonna sit by the stream at the back of town, lie on the grass and watch the clouds change shape. The sun on my face and the warm breeze making the trees tell their stories.
That’s how every day can feel if you learn how to let go of the pain you feel.

When you travel back to those days, you bring about energy that brings good things to your life. When you hang on to pain and negative thoughts you only allow more negative forces to influence your life and thoughts remain dark and clouded.

Find a moment in time that brought you free joy, carefree love of yourself and all the beauty the world held. Go back to that moment when you feel the clouds coming. Find strength from the sunshine inside your soul. Practice this always, persevere even when it seems impossible to let go of the pain. The clouds disappear over time; they will leave because you are finding your soul.

The spirit of the innocent child is deep within and CAN be found.

This is Just Me...

"I am strong and stand beside the decisions I make in my life. I hold myself accountable for my thoughts and my actions, although I don't always make the wisest choices or do the best actions. I make conscious decisions for myself, I stand true and aspire to become the best person I can be. Loving, honorable, trusting and worthy of trust. I protect myself and ensure my safety, I create my own happiness and enjoy my own company, I can make myself cry or laugh. I would like to share these things with someone, one day. My life is beautiful and I accept my past. I look forward to my future knowing the paths I choose will lead me to my greatest self. I choose not to be defeated and I choose to love the amazing, colorful life that has so graciously been given to me."